I am a devout Christian, struggling to keep my faith under the weight of my abusive husband. His relentless physical and verbal torment has shattered my spirit and drained my hope. Each day feels like an unwinnable battle, leaving me to question if this suffering is my fate or a cruel test. Happiness feels distant, and I wonder if I’ll ever find it. Is escape even an option, or am I destined to endure this torment forever?